Equivelant Trade

Tuesday, May 04, 2010

ya, yz and jj keep saying my blog passed away. which i wouldnt disagree.

this blog has soon reached 9 months without touching it. to be honest, i lose the interest in blogging already. everyday my life is the same. the same problems, the same old me, the same cycle keeps going on. so i find it no point in blogging.

if i complain here, is F1, soccer, studies. ppl see also find it boring.

moreover, i been using facebook, making it more easier for me to tag whenever im not happy or whatsoever.

in the end, i lose the passion to blog. maybe 1 to 3 months see me blog again? i try my best to keep this blog not that dusty and rusty as it is.

current year 3 of me, i see it all anw, everyday the class revolves ard the same cycle. is the same atmosphere of lesson, same enthusiasm when doing practical, same sian-ness when it comes to datasheet, same stress when exam are coming.

current 19 years old of me (end of year when my bday comes), everyday try to improve myself slowly and slowly, helping my mum whom is getting more aches more than often, sort of dislike my dad who only treat this home as hotel, passing his life, not helping mum. but yet is always that respect mum tell me to follow. haix.

6 years on for me as a Liverpool fan and for the 1st time no champions league. well, nth to say then.

so just like that i guess, serious, nth much to blog. u all know me. same old BB. that old-fashion boy.

9:29 PM

Saturday, December 19, 2009

mst over a week ago. let's summarize what have been doing for the 1st week of holiday.

Monday: LAN with yy, jj and yz at Boon Lay (it's our usual gaming place liao) and now we r playing L4D 2, normal mode. (me, jj and yz clear the easy mode le). clear Dead Center and Dark Carnival, almost clear Swamp Fever but is that very last part where 2 Tanks are spawned that kill us off. hope next time play can really clear it. =). after that, me, yy and yz travel to pioneer to meet with jiasheng for swimming!

long time nvr swim le. 5-6 years. really deproved a lot. hope there will be more =) play slide at there also. yz go down always act screaming. haha. js go down and the water comes out. woo!

Tuesday: DOTA time, at home though, with yy and yz. while also completed met bio datasheet.

Wednesday: went to SP for some workshop thing. pretty interesting. yq and yy are there also. fruitful i shall say. went to long john have lunch b4 persuading yq to somerset for the new open 313! HMV actually, since now move at there. in the end he agree to go, yy bought YUI cd, his 4th. yq also bought 2. lol. looks like he will be a regular customer also liao.

Thursday: DOTA again, with jj included this time. then afternoon go 313@somerset to buy SCANDAL's Shoujo S, my very 1st time to buy a cd sia. then go orchard for routine facial (AGAIN!) haix.

Friday: stay at home play my psp then do gem bio datasheet.

Today: one day per month suey-ness got onto me again. internet dont wan connect after restarting com. wan restart com then tio hang. wan scan sth for my mum's korean book also cannot, then Liverpool lose pathetically to last place Portsmouth 2-0. what else could happen?

11:19 PM

Friday, November 27, 2009

i seldom break ppl secret. but guess i am being paranoid. unrelated subjects and i leak out the secret.

mayb this is also why i lose frens easily. moreover, i dont trust them. when i think is correct, i will insist i am correct. like father like son, i inherited the unnecessary things from my dad. i just wish i can be like my mum better.

when i have things to say, i find it difficult to say it out cause is that lack of trust i give to my frens, that arrogance that is being kept within me. sometimes i wonder why am i like that?

i know i must change, but this arrogance has far becoming a habit for me.

frens are impt, but when i have them, i dont cherish them well. being alone is a terrifying feeling also.

12:05 AM

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

guess i cleared some of things i wanted to know le

i totally understand what it means. well.

thanks yz anw.

9:44 PM

Sunday, November 22, 2009

visited the NEWater centre for env sci report. but was taking photos than rather paying attention to what ppl r saying. hmmm

sch has been so-so i guess. but the things that was studied starts to pile up le. when mst comes i dont think 1 day also can memorize everything.

i just hope that everything will be all right though.

12:37 AM

Sunday, November 08, 2009

i dunno why im like that, but i now do get emo more often than usual.

just for small things i start to worry abt it, here and there.

where did this emo-ness nurtured from also, i simply cannot find the source.

guess this is the end for me ba...

11:57 PM

Saturday, November 07, 2009

ya, change my blogskin le since previous de went missing.

ITP? was fun, especially microbio lab! will always miss there.

3 weeks since start of sem 2 was really tough. the stress is already there. whole new strategy to cope with this sem.

will luck to be at my side?

saving up money to buy plenty of things. SCANDAL's single, album, L4D 2 (where LAN will be soon coming for me and my frens!)

do take care everyone then!

11:24 PM